But I Don’t Have Time to Stop

 Be still and know that I AM

            --God

Psalm 46:10

               4 Then somewhere he said this about the seventh day of creation: God rested on the seventh day from all his works.[a] 5 But again, in the passage above, God said, They will never enter my rest![b] 6 Therefore, it’s left open for some to enter it, and the ones who had the good news preached to them before didn’t enter because of disobedience. 7 Just as it says in the passage above, God designates a certain day as “today,” when he says through David much later, ‘Today, if you hear his voice, don’t have stubborn hearts.’

            8 If Joshua gave the Israelites rest, God wouldn’t have spoken about another day later on. 9 So you see that a Sabbath rest is left open for God’s people. 10 The one who entered God’s rest also rested from his works, just as God rested from his own.

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            11 Therefore, let’s make every effort to enter that rest so that no one will fall by following the same example of disobedience, --Hebrews 4:4-11

" But I Don’t Have Time to Stop"

How many times have I whispered those words under my breath?  It is a constant frenzy of activity that all too often drives us from an event to a meeting to a project to a ‘situation’…the list never ends.  We just know that if we stop, everything that we are holding so precariously will simply collapse on the floor around us, and we’ll have an even bigger mess.  For this state of frenzy, I have many examples as to why this is untrue, but I will share two.

In his book “The Deep Change Field Guide,” Robert Quinn shares the story of a hermit that lived in the woods.  Each summer he would cut enough wood to heat his cabin through the winter. One day, however, he heard the weather forecast that a huge storm was coming much earlier than previous years.  It would be here later that day.  The hermit sprinted to his woodpile. As he picked up his saw to begin, he could see that he had not yet taken the time to sharpen the blade. “No matter,” he thought,” I just need to get as much done as I can.” He began to cut.  The more he cut wood, the duller the blade became.  He told himself over and over that he needed to stop and sharpen the saw, but he just kept cutting out of panic.  As the snow began to fall, he plopped exhausted beside a huge pile of uncut wood.

The second story goes like this: once upon a time, there wasn’t even time; there was nothing at all.  With words never before heard, God sang everything into existence – in 6 days. (don’t get lost in the millions of years / six days thing…hang on!) Then something truly amazing happened.  God wasn’t tired, didn’t need a sports drink, or an Epsom salt bath.  God did something to show us the pattern for our lives.  On the seventh day, God stopped and rested.

God heals and nurtures in the pauses of life.  When we are still, God speaks.  If we continue into the busyness of trying to bring order to chaos, we will never recognize when we get trapped in the perpetual movement instead of forward momentum.  I think that it is an evil voice that tells us that we must keep busy, especially when it’s doing God’s work.  We begin to think that doing church is the same as being the church.

Again, in Quinn’s DCFG, he says,”[people] prefer to stay where they are comfortable.  But they need an excuse to do so. ‘We have no time’ neutralizes personal responsibility.  That mentality lets [people] trade deep change  now for a crisis that will occur in the future… most of us tend to ignore warning signals that suggest a need for change. As performance levels fall, our stress goes up, and our vitality and drive wane. Our focus narrows, and we increase our commitment to existing strategies, making it difficult to change.” (page 19)

God wants us to break the cycle of self-destructive behavior.  In order to do that, we all need to take time to stop, to wait, and to be still.  When we do, God will speak and guide, and we will be blessed.

Grace and Peace,

On Snowden and Hiding

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"Where could I go to get away from your spirit?                

    Where could I go to escape your presence?

If I went up to heaven, you would be there.

     If I went down to the grave, you would be there too!

If I could fly on the wings of dawn,

    stopping to rest only on the far side of the ocean—

        even there your hand would guide me;

        even there your strong hand would hold me tight!

If I said, “The darkness will definitely hide me;

        the light will become night around me,”

    even then the darkness isn’t too dark for you!

        Nighttime would shine bright as day,

        because darkness is the same as light to you!"

-- Psalm 139:7-12, Common English Bible, 2012

In recent weeks, Edward Snowden has found himself in the crosshairs of both the US government and the international media. After leaking information about some of the NSA's practices of collecting private information on American citizens, Snowden fled Hong Kong and is currently seeking asylum in a dozen or so countries (see http://tinyurl.com/OnSnowdenAndHiding). From all reports I have read, he does not expect to be able to disappear from sight.  Instead, Snowden is looking for a place where he can speak freely without fear of the reach of the United States government. 

Will he be successful? I am skeptical but unsure.  The reach of the US is quite far, and yet, the "frenemies" of our nation with which Snowden can hide have resources to assist him.  This does not include the fact that he has the Wikileaks legal team assisting him in his plight. Maybe he will be able to find somewhere to hide.

Wouldn't it be great to be able to flee? The medical bills get too much? hit the road... Job causing overwhelming stress? leave the country... Family driving us up the wall? simply disappear... But we don't because of the real consequences of these actions. I tried several times to describe them, but want you to use your imagination.  The hurt and harm we would cause is staggering. And yet...

How often do we run and try to hide from the call of God?  So many times I speak with people who tell me that they know God is calling them to do things much greater than they are right now, but the cost is high.  The commitment is awesome. The road is so narrow...and so we run.

Most of us don't run like Jonah did.  He literally packed a bag and hopped the first boat that headed farthest from where God called him. He wanted nothing to do with God's call because it meant doing something that he really did not want to do.

We don't run like that...We run through busyness:we overbook our calendars so that we don't have the time. We run through avoidance: we turn another direction every time the subject arises. We run through procrastination: we share our good intentions that never match actions. We run through withdrawal: we pull away from God, from the church, from those who would hold us accountable.  

We don't run like Jonah, but boy do we run!

Which leads to my next question: where do we think that we can go to hide from God? I am skeptical about Snowden's ability to hide from the government, but I know that Jonah was unable to hide from God. The psalmist tells us this in Psalm 139. We can run, but we are never able to hide. God will always know where we are without having to even look.

The most beautiful part of that scripture is that God's presence isn't a threat; it's a promise. Even if we hide on the other side of the ocean "there your hand would guide me; even there your strong hand would hold me tight!"(Psalm 139:10 (CEB, 2012). God's hand is there to hold us and to guide us, not to harm us. God loves us and wants our lives to be made complete with joy as we follow Jesus wherever he leads.

Will Snowden hide from the US government? Only time and history will tell. Will we ever be able to hide from the call of God? Not a chance. God loves us far too much to let us go.

If we are going to run, "...let’s ...run the race that is laid out in front of us, ... Let’s throw off any extra baggage, get rid of the sin that trips us up, and fix our eyes on Jesus, faith’s pioneer and perfecter. " Hebrews 12:1-2 (CEB, 2012) 

Grace and Peace,

Believing When Things Are Not Seen

Here is the sermon I shared on Sunday, May 6th with my congregations.  May it help you as you discern God's voice in your own life...

Hebrews 11:1-8 (Common English Bible, 2011):  ¹ Faith is the reality of what we hope for, the proof of what we don’t see. ² The elders in the past were approved because they showed faith.³ By faith we understand that the universe has been created by a word from God so that the visible came into existence from the invisible.⁴ By faith Abel offered a better sacrifice to God than Cain, which showed that he was righteous, since God gave approval to him for his gift. Though he died, he’s still speaking through faith.⁵ By faith Enoch was taken up so that he didn’t see death, and he wasn’t found because God took him up. ^g He was given approval for having pleased God before he was taken up. ⁶ It’s impossible to please God without faith because the one who draws near to God must believe that he exists and that he rewards people who try to find him.⁷ By faith Noah responded with godly fear when he was warned about events he hadn’t seen yet. He built an ark to deliver his household. With his faith, he criticized the world and became an heir of the righteousness that comes from faith.⁸ By faith Abraham obeyed when he was called to go out to a place that he was going to receive as an inheritance. He went out without knowing where he was going.

            Some sermons are easy to preach.  Others are more difficult, especially when they touch our lives in specific and challenging ways.  This is where I find myself today as we talk about faith here in Hebrews 11:1-8.  Faith is difficult by definition – it is trusting in something that doesn’t have substance, in something that we can’t get our hands around.  Faith is when we claim a future hope and promise is real, even when it has not been realized.

            We show faith by acting when we hear God speak and following even though we are not sure where God might lead. Abel had faith by listening and following God’s desire for sacrifice.  Enoch was faithful because he drew near to God and followed where God led.  Noah showed his faith by telling the world of the warning God revealed to him and by building an ark (which was seen as ridiculous by his friends and acquaintances). Abraham’s faith was obvious as he obeyed by going where he was called – without a clue as to where God might lead. The story goes on through the years…by faith Sarah…by faith Moses…by faith Rahab.

            Again, faith, by definition, is difficult.  We must trust that God loves us, that God wants what is best for us, and that God will be our strength as we follow.  I say all of this because we have been drawn to a time which requires faith. 

            Some of you may have guessed, and others will not be surprised to hear what I will say next: After eight years of a blessed ministry with Antioch and Dacusville churches, I have been appointed to another church beginning June 27.  I am sharing this today with permission from the District Superintendent because word is beginning to spread in the community.  We will make a full announcement about who has been appointed to the North Easley charge next week. (Please do not quiz the PPRC as they have not met the new pastor yet.  The introductory visit is scheduled AFTER next Sunday).

            As difficult as this news is for me to share, I have come to understand over the past several months that this is God’s leading and God’s desire.  Ashley and I have known that our time with you is limited.  Pastors are only appointed for 1 year at a time, and are able to be moved any given year in the UMC.  Eight years is a long time for a pastor to stay in one place.  Not only that, but this year is a year with many moves throughout the conference.  My understanding is that there are over 3 dozen moves just in the Anderson and Greenville districts alone!  Because of our length of time here and the need for experienced pastors to serve churches where pastors are moving or retiring, it was highly unlikely that we would remain for a 9th year, but we still didn’t want to leave.

            January 1 God began speaking to me most clearly about our possible move.  After staying up to ring in the New Year, I went to bed unusually late on Saturday night – after 12:30am.  Even though I was exhausted, I awoke before 5am with an overwhelming sense of God’s Presence in the room with me and with a specific message on my heart.  That morning I was preaching on the Wise Men listening to the angel’s warning to travel “By a Different Road.”  I knew that this sermon was for me, and I knew that it was about where I serve as a pastor. I was to allow Christ to be in control, even if I didn’t know where God might lead – even if the road would be difficult.

            I was overwhelmed, unsure, and confused.  I prayed for some confirmation that this was, in fact, God speaking and guiding.  I turned on my phone and read the daily scripture reading for that morning; it was Matthew 7:13-14 CEB 

“Go in through the narrow gate. The gate that leads to destruction is broad and the road wide, so many people enter through it. But the gate that leads to life is narrow and the road difficult, so few people find it.”   

        Again, I felt this was pointing me to follow God in faith even through I did not know where this road would lead, even though it would be difficult.

            I have always told people that whenever I seek to confirm that God is speaking to me, I make sure of two things: first, it fits within the Biblical understanding of God’s will, and second, it is revealed to me three times from different sources. (I believe that God speaks multiple times; we just need to listen.)  Within a couple days of this experience, I received an email from another pastor sent through the district office.  I want to share some brief excerpts from this letter:

            ..Several nights ago I was abruptly awoken by the Lord around 3 a.m.  I am sure many of you have had a similar experience (where the Lord chooses such an “opportune” time to speak with you).  As soon as my eyes opened my immediate thought was, “Encourage your fellow United Methodist brother and sister pastors.”  It was such a strong emotion and inclination that I could not fall back asleep …Always view what the Lord is telling you through the lens of scripture, tradition, reason, and experience – but listen and trust!  …Proverbs 3:5-6 reads, “Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.”

…Perhaps many of you need this note of encouragement.  Perhaps one of you needs it…  Lead with strength and integrity.  Psalm 56:11 is the verse that has resounded in my mind over and over again, “In God I trust; I will not be afraid.  What can man do to me?”  If God is leading you, obey….Let’s move forward, giving it everything we have, and trusting God all the way.

           

            With all of this on my heart, I met with Dr. Johnson, our District Superintendent, telling him what I just shared with you.  I confessed that the only thing holding me back how much I loved the people in the churches and knowing that I would upset and hurt some of them if I left.  Two hours later, I met with someone who shared with me how God has richly blessed him.  He also told the story of a time when he knew that God was calling him to respond by going to the altar following the sermon.  The reason he didn’t was that he loved his wife and knew that she would be upset and hurt her if he did.  He told me that he regretted not following God’s leading and told me that if he knew that God was leading him to do something, this time he would follow regardless of how he thought anyone else might react.

            Still seeking confirmation of God’s will, Ashley and I fasted praying for God to lead me away from this decision if it was not God’s will.  During this time of discernment, I shared my journey with a trusted colleague.  She said that it was clear what God was saying to me – that “it isn’t a matter of interpretation, now it’s a matter of obedience.”

            I knew that it was very likely that we were going to move this year.  Since January 1st, God has told me in a number of ways that I needed to trust and follow in faith.  As a pastor, if I teach that we should listen and follow wherever God leads, do I have integrity if I refuse to listen and follow? For these reasons, I indicated on the advisory form in January that I was available for appointment to this or any charge, but that I felt God was leading me to move.

            Yes, this has been difficult and painful.  The road is still long, and the future is filled with many things that we do not see. But we are people of faith and people of hope.   By faith we understand that the universe has been created by a word from God. By faith we can trust that that same God will lead us into a bright and promising future that we can’t even imagine.

             Faith, by definition, is difficult.  We show faith by acting when we hear God speak and following even though we are not sure where God might lead. I pray that we trust that God loves us, that God wants what is best for us, and that God will be our strength as we believe, even when things are not seen.